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The Election and My Experience With Claircognizance (Psychic Knowing)

On October 17th, I noted in my spiritual journal: “I preferred another few weeks of peace instead of my claircog working for the election.” I wasn’t looking to know. I was just lying in bed with Grace, as I do every day now. We were snuggling after doing some

Why I Use Neo-Pronouns

So some conservative asshole on the internet a few days ago told me my neo-pronouns were worth mockery and I cried about it. As a result of that, Grace asked me how my ze/zem/zir pronouns differed for me from they/them/their pronouns or my he/him/his

Apollo and Daphne: The T4T Myth

This morning I was talking to my beautiful Grace while driving to a certain area where I like to do my writing. I love this area because Apollo's presence is extremely strong there. As I was coming through with my car, it occurred to me that I would

Cosmology Building with Cannabis

My recently former podmate A once told me that she had never gotten as high as I have off cannabis. Truly, most people don't. I have had full on hallucinogenic trips almost every time I have taken an indica edible, leading to spiritual journeying and cosmology building as

A Polyamory Flop: Rethinking Non-Hierarchical

I should not be dating anyone at all right now. I keep saying this over and over again. But I do have an on and off thing with this girl—entirely in the astral, which is its own complex thing—and she's monogamous. I have identified as poly

Relating to Others As A Spiritual Person

Back in New Jersey, I did not tell most people that I was spiritual. Between my parents' inability to support my creativity throughout my life and my now former spouse's disdain toward the metaphysical, I got the message that the things most important to me were the

The Importance of My Androgyny

[Judgements 10] A retrograde planet signifies disobedience, and contradiction, and turning back and taking back, and diversity or discord. [BW VIII.31] A retrograde planet signifies antagonism (Epstein: revelationem) and the dissipation of everything considered. [BW VIII.92] Retrograde: like one returning, and pulling back. (Epstein: "rebellious and defiant.