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Luciferianism

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How to Steer Toward Community During Great Loss

So tell me if this sounds like you because I have heard it from a lot of people lately. You are a spiritual person feeling acutely the absence of people in your life. Either you're recently losing significant friendships that you're grieving or you've

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First Time Follies with the Trickster Devil

Two months ago, I started a spiritual relationship with Demon Emperor and Prince of Darkness Lucifer. So far, this has turned out significantly less dangerous than former Christians in my life would have assumed. That said, as of extremely recently (like a few hours prior to this writing), my belief

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Resolving Rejection, Moving Past Soulmates, and Co-regulating with Deities

I have major trauma and resulting emotional regulation issues around real and perceived rejection. This started at home with my parents, who apparently talk very positively about me to other people, but did not raise me with unconditional regard nor ability to sit with my emotions. To compound the issue,

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How to Survive Transformation

I'm happiest when I am transforming. I didn't always used to feel that way. Like many other people, I would get swept up into the fear of change that's neurochemically programmed into animals such as us. Our survival-driven brains associate familiarity with safety and