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The Importance of My Androgyny

[Judgements 10] A retrograde planet signifies disobedience, and contradiction, and turning back and taking back, and diversity or discord. [BW VIII.31] A retrograde planet signifies antagonism (Epstein: revelationem) and the dissipation of everything considered. [BW VIII.92] Retrograde: like one returning, and pulling back. (Epstein: "rebellious and defiant.

"Venus-Sun Conjunction Enters Scorpio, Oct '22"

Acrylic. Collage. October 2022. I tend to fall in love with the poetry of certain transits. One in October 2022 that was unusual was Venus entering Scorpio and the Sun following mere hours later. This was briefly after a cazimi, when a planet enters the heart of the Sun and

Non-binaryness, Transmasculinity, and the Battle with Modern Feminism

I am not sure how spiritual or magical this post is going to be, but it's important for me to express. When I started writing this post, I had recently spoken to 3 fellow genderqueer people (while the Full Moon in Virgo was opposing Saturn and Mercury in

The Spirituality of My Gender Awakening

I realized that I wasn't cis a week before my 31st birthday, which was exactly 6 months to the day I started writing this article. I now identify as an androgynous person, both male and female. On the most basic level, it is already difficult to carve out

My Cosmology: "Fruit Born of Separation"

March 2023. Acrylic. I made this painting almost immediately after the THC-induced trip I referred to in my Tracking Saturn Through A Lifetime blogpost. To preface, I am the lightest of weights you will ever meet in your life. I rarely drink and when I do I am tipsy halfway

My Spiritual Set Up and Jostling Your Prayers Out of a Rut

Recently, a friend asked me to talk out difficulties she had been having feeling stale in her daily prayer routine. She felt like it was time for a shake up. "The biggest thing I am trying to figure out is if this is something that can be fixed by

Tracking Saturn Through a Lifetime

Saturn is the source of retentive power. He governs an aspect toward profound knowledge; the science of law; the search for causes, effects, and the origins of things; the utterance of magical words; and the knowledge of deep and occult properties. Picatrix, translated by Dan Attrell and David Porreca Saturn&