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A Quick Prayer for Clarity to Apollo

I attend vocal coaching, which is amazing because it mixes my lifelong dreams of taking singing lessons with learning how to speak in a way that better suits my dropping voice. My vocal coach is Billie Lyn Ploof (email her at billielynploof@gmail.com if you want video-based vocal lessons

Cosmology Building with Cannabis

My recently former podmate A once told me that she had never gotten as high as I have off cannabis. Truly, most people don't. I have had full on hallucinogenic trips almost every time I have taken an indica edible, leading to spiritual journeying and cosmology building as

A Polyamory Flop: Rethinking Non-Hierarchical

I should not be dating anyone at all right now. I keep saying this over and over again. But I do have an on and off thing with this girl—entirely in the astral, which is its own complex thing—and she's monogamous. I have identified as poly

Mea Culpa: The "Logic" of Too Much Testosterone

Yesterday, I found out that my testosterone level was 765 out of the 300-770 average range. Meaning that I currently have the testosterone level at the high end of the average male. This was incredibly shocking and also deeply upsetting to me because that is 600 mg up from the

Non binary People Are Annoying and Other Hot Trans Takes

This post is NSFW. Okay, I don't think non binary people are annoying, I was just pissed off earlier this week by two people who happened to be non binary like your beloved blogger here. Also, the title of this blog post is somewhat ironic because I hate

On Critical Thinking in Magic and Spirituality and Being an Ethical Occultist

Every community built around a shared focus starts to develop insular expectations that are not reflective of mainstream access nor understanding. For example, I only just started reading Heinrich Cornelius Agrippa's Three Books of Occult Philosophy. Most people who do not practice magic do not know what these

The Neptune Block: A Question of Free Will

[Neptune] was found in the expected place, but it has turned out to be a misfit there: scientifically speaking, it is in the wrong place, thrown there by the chaos in the solar system. -The Secret Lives of Planets by Paul Murdin This is more of a divination post than